I am not Dying

Just so its clear. I am not dying. I just feel so strong about this subject. It is also October which is Breast Cancer awarness. I feel such a need to announce it because it has claimed and has almost claimed many of my dear friends or my friends dear ones.
I am not a one yet I may never be but I do love my friends with so much love that I think that it will be bad if I never did anything about it.
So I hope that clears some things up. Sorry to give a false alarm or *hope* to some readers that i might have cancer. But alas And greatful I don't